Bucketlist: Celebrate New Year's Eve in Times Square, New York.
It was impossible to take a picture of the ball drop and everything, since I could barely breathe. I mental pictured everything that happened that night. The crowd, fireworks, Times Square, road blocks, BALL DROP, I could feel the New Year spirit. New York City. It was a moment for me. I've dreamed to celebrate New Year's Eve in New York ever since I was 14 and it happened. It came true! Well, it's still far from what I dreamed, but the fact that I was in New York, it just brought up every New York fantasy I have and in result, inspired me to focus, to stay on track of what I want. 2014 is definitely going to be my year. I can feel it.
Op-Ed Columnist for The New York Times/Culture and Life & Love News Journalist for ELLE/Love & Relationship Editor for Cosmopolitan/Film Critic for Entertainment Weekly/Music Writer for Rolling Stone and one the Empire Hotel-ish condominium in Upper East Side. I'm a Blair Waldorf - minus the schemes and Chuck Bass.
I know what I want is a long shot. Well, it's everybody's dream. I had that "too ugly for LA, too dumb for NY" moments, but screw them. People are going to talk anyway. If you're doing great, they will try to bring you down. If you're not doing great, they will still try to drag you down to hell with them. It's just what people do. It's how they make themselves feel better. Whatever happens, life still goes on and I've come too far to not do what I want to do, so I might as well try as hard as I can to have all the things I want in life. If I get them, it's awesome. If not then at least I know that's because I'm not good enough, not because I'm not trying.
Happy New Year! May 2014 bring the best in everybody :)
Cheers,
T.
